I’m not strong, I do probably look that way, but it’s an unintentional front. I am gutted, sad, screaming inside. I want my David back. I want to punch the fucking Universe in the face. I cannot fathom that my poor sweet husband had to go through that, he deserved better.
David wasn’t done. He still had so many things he wanted to do. I cry not just for the things we would do together, but the things he would achieve, the things he would make, the stuff he would make work. I cry for the beautiful days he won’t see and the good meals he won’t eat.
Losing him seems to be much too much about me and not nearly enough about him sometimes.
Make no mistake this is about David.
My sweet, smart, curious, and ambitious David.
David sounds like a wonderful man. Be easy on yourself.
My sincerest condolences for your terrible loss. My husband’s name is David too and I can’t even begin to imagine the devastation I would feel if I lost him. Please take care of yourself as I’m sure he’d want you to do.
(((Addie)))
Think about you often.
I’m so sorry about your loss. Praying for you.